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Mine Give me your body, your soul. Give me all you are and all you will be. I want you and everything there is to have. For you are mine. As fragile as your frail body is, you are mine to have.

Wait Once drunk with loneliness and fear. But no longer am I a scared. Not of them, not of me. And no longer am I alone, for I have you. I am so lost in myself, that there is no return. But I will find my way, someday. So wait for me, I’ll come soon.

Without You Lost in my own mind. Deaf to the voices and blind to the faces. No longer I stand alone. I am yours as you are mine. Fruitful my search has been, for acceptance I have longed. Now that I have found it, I am still restless, inside. Am I meant somewhere else? Or here with you? Hold me tight and safe, don’t leave me alone. I cannot leave without you.

Wonderful Mistake I feared that I was forever alone. But now that I am here, with you, I am scared. Uncertainty coils itself in my stomach. Is this as wrong as it is said to be? If it is, why do I feel so calm and welcomed here with you? Now that I know what it is like to be with someone, I do not wish to throw it away. You are a sense of comfort. An escape. A wonderful mistake we make.

Weakness I am so sick for how I feel. Yet I cannot tear myself away from the pleasure I take in your presence. I am a mess, I know. I am reckless for you. A love sick puppy that follows you home. Discovering you was a wonderful accident. I miss you, now that you are gone, so far out of my reach. Will I ever see you again? Do you miss me to? My mind is my weakness, for forgetting you is absolutely impossible. I replay memories of you, in that dark corner of my mind.

Blind No matter how hard I try, you never notice me. You are lost in your own problems, so lost in your own mind. You long for someone. You look and never find. Why can’t you see what is right here, in front of you? I have waited and tried. I have protected you from as much hurt as I can. As young as I am, I am not foolish, I am not blind. So why are you? I guess I should’ve given up long ago, but I just can’t let it go. You will never be truly happy, because no one deserves you. Not even me. So why do you give yourself up so easily. Why are you so completely blind to me? Hope

Hope How sick I am of myself. How come I didn’t notice you? You are so kind and comforting. You won’t leave me like them. You see what you call true beauty. So what do you see in me? What will you see, when the monster in me gets out? Will you still accept and love me still? I hope so.

Monsters Can a monster have emotions? Or do they feel nothing? Can a monster really love? Or do they just hate? Can they feel emotion, just like me? Or do they just skulk in the darkness under my bed and outside my window? What separates humans from monsters? Pointy teeth and sharp claws? Why are monsters…monsters? Are they really even beasts? Or are we?

The Thief You’re eyes seek the shine of things that do not belong to you, like the thieving raven, talons ready, You tread cautiously like the treacherous cat, awaiting its chance to snatch the mouse with flexing claws, You use your wisdom and experience like the all-knowing owl, thinking through your plans with a clear mind, Cunning like the trickster fox, fooling any unlucky enough to cross your path, Swift like the ruthless snake, striking without care, the one you kill never to rise, as you never feel remorse for their lost soul, You are a monster. All who show kindness are forsaken You are cupiditas, invidia, ignavus, and g

Gentlemen My gentlemen. The perfect man. His hair black. His eyes dark. He is dressed in a black tuxedo. He waits for me, his hand outstretched. He whispers soft words into my eyes and smiles. My end is near. But at least I found him. As I feel the cool metal on my death pressing against my temple, I can only smile. My perfect gentlemen.